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Mon, Oct. 6th, 2008, 07:37 am
brandonboggs: Eh.

So I'm Brandon, and I'm fifteen.
I'm gay. I KNOW that. I don't want to hear how I can't know because of my age. I know, trust me.

In any case, I have ALWAYS been kind of scared of telling my parents about my sexual orientation. My father is a die-hard redneck idiot who is biased against anything different. My mother is a conservative christian who thinks that God hates homosexuals. But, in the end, I obviously was going to tell them. I just wanted to wait until I was perfectly comfortable. Until I was sure I had all my bases covered and I could sit down with them and tell them EXACTLY how I feel.

But, my mother intervened.

She started hacking my email account and reading everything. Apparently a Gay Straight Alliance thing was there. So, in the end, my mother cornered me one day and forced me to tell her I'm gay. She then easily said 'I don't think people are born like that. It's wrong, read the Bible'.

I was torn apart emotionally.

Shouldn't I choose the time and manner that I come out?!
Shouldn't I be the one who decides that?!

I will never forgive my mother for that; even if I love her unconditionally.

Are my feelings incorrect?

Thu, Oct. 16th, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)

NOPE!!!!, that fucking sucks! you should be the one to call the shots, not her, you're not wrong for how you feel, don't ever feel bad for how you feel (...??????) sounds exactly like something my mother would do, (in my case i'm glad that she isn't computer literate, meaning she doesn't know how to work a computer) anyways, all you should do is be proud of who you are as a person and don't let anyone drag you down hang in there kiddo!, any questions or anything at all, feel free to comment on my journal anytime,